Saturday, October 30, 2010
Thursday, October 28, 2010
So I talked to the manager at speedway yesterday and he told me to call the recruiting center and tell them that he sent me. Well again they told me that my app is still being processed. I don't get how it can take almost a month to process and app. Well all I can hope is that me dropping the managers name will help me get a job.
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
So my dad goes to start the avenger today and like always it give him shit and doesn't want to start. So he cranks it a few more time and pumps the gas and nothing. He thinks the alternator on it is shot and that is why it is having a hard time turning over now. So I gave him a ride and I am gonna ride with my sister so that I can give him a ride home. Man talk about shitty luck. It's like all the luck in this family comes in bursts.
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
So I went to OCC (Oakland community college) today and tried to find out if there was anything I could do to get subsidized loans. Basically loans that do not accumulate interest until after you have graduated. Turns out you that you either have to have been through a divorce with your parents, lost a job, lost a parent or had some form or unusual expenses. So considering that I have not gone through any of that it looks like I am gonna just have to bite the bullet and take out unsubsidized loans and pay the interest while I'm school. Now I just need to find a job. Wish me luck
Monday, October 25, 2010
So yesterday didn't turn out to bad. I reconnected with my friend Sammy. It was cool cause I haven't talked to her since she moved to Mt.Pleasant to go to CMU. Fighting practice went good, got more bruises and such from the fights. I got to talk to my girlfriend the rest of the day. Watched Constantine and watched Gladiator. As for the whole moving on thing it's going a lot better. My new gf Amanda is really helping and so are my friends, even if I have been a royal prick to them because of being all sad and shit. I just hope they aren't too pissed with me. I got band practice today and hopefully we can start working on our covers so we can get them out of the way and start writing stuff. So as the blog says I feel like today is gonna be a good day.
Saturday, October 23, 2010
So my sisters dog is a freaking ninja dog. She is ridiculous. Most days she sounds like a freaking squeaky toy coming down the stairs and you know she'll be there, but some-days it's ridiculous you'll walk by the stair and she'll yip and scare the fucking shit out of you. It pisses me off, cause it's always really early in the morning when you really freaking tired and your not expecting it.
Friday, October 22, 2010
I am so sick of MTV. Do they even remember what that stands for. MUSIC TELEVISION, and yet all you ever see is soap operas that are clearly fake, but they claim are real. For instance the jersey shore. There is no way people act like that in New Jersey. All MTV did is take all the sterotypes of Italian people who live in New Jersey and throw into a "Reality show". NOT PROUD OF THEM.
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Well I figure since I need to get what I'm feeling out why not do where I can have people give me some pick me ups. So I was dating this girl for a almost a year last year we were really close. We had basically everything in common and from day one we were always making each other smile. Well near our 10 months I thought I would try and talk to an ex of mine to be friends and bury the hatchet. Here where the mistake starts. I started talking to her and she instantly starts telling me how she heard that the girl I was dating was whinier version of her. I ignored her at first, but as she kept saying it I started to think it. The she says why don't you just date me again and stop dating her. My dumb ass thinking it makes sense broke up with somebody that I really loved and cared for more than I even knew I could. What do you know I start dating the ex and 2 weeks later she dumps me. No surprise there right. So summer comes and I am arguing with myself through out it to just get back with the girl I was dating because I know she cares for me and I care for her, but every time I am about to do I back out cause I remember how I hurt her and I don't want to do that again. Well the summer is over and now she is dating some one and I am dating some one. I am having a hard time getting over her now, but there is nothing I can do she wants to be with this new guy and I don't want to ruin it cause he is a good friend of mine. I care about the new girl I am with but not like I the last one. I wish I hadn't screwed things up but there is really anything I can do about it now. Let me just moving on from someone is painful and it sucks.
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